January 2010
so today was my 18th birthday. i still feel the exact same way i did when i was 17. i dont wanna grow up, im scared. i dont wanna go to college either. im realizing more and more how much its gonna suck going into the real world
i dont know what happened tonight. i lost a friend, well someone who i thought was a friend. an ex crush, a friend, a person. i dont know. i feel sad but not because i lost this person, just because. the feelings i have inside are just wanting to bust out of my chest and into the world. i want this person to have great success in life, even though i was a bitch to them. even though that person was...
have you ever loved someone so much that it hurt? it happens and it sucks. my friend recently told me about this girl she knew. she liked this boy for a long time and he liked her back. they flirted continuously and planned to go out. the problem was they lived too far away from each other. so eventually, their ‘love’ died and they moved on. the problem was they never actually did move...
so, i was sitting here on my bed, drinking chocolate milk, wrapped up in my snuggie, when i realized, I’M GOING TO BE 18…….IN 8 DAYS. that’s so insane! anyways, today was a long, boring, cold day in new york city. What’s the point of winter anyways? Is it just me or does winter seem to make everyone a little depressed? The long, freezing days, which end at 5 or...
“We could be dreaming, but we’re not”
– Descartes
What is life? Why am i here? Questions we’ve always pondered at least once in our lives. As i was sitting on my porch today, i thought about it. It was cold, the air was brisk, my teeth were chattering, but i thought on. I thought about the significant events in my life, and how they’ve molded me into who i am now. Life isn’t always beautiful, as the quote says, but it most...